It is a sad day, not grieving, not dying, not in pain. Just sad, I have impeded my own progress. I have become my own problem. I don't have the drive right now, I don't have the passion, the lust, the need to conquer. I'm empty. I live by playing on the edge, always uping the ante, never stopping, and expecting my momentum to carry me along. I feel boxed in, almost trapped, damn, I need to start moving again. new challenges, something, new people, maybe a new area. I need something, I have to dig out of this pit I am putting myself in. Hmmm, maybe it is time to make things, more interesting. Have a nice day